How I ruined my birthday night 

God damn it! I and my wife have such a different sex drive and sexual appetite that all our sexual life and sexual harmony often goes to hell. That makes me feel miserable. The day before yesterday was my birthday. It was okay in general. After we woke up in the morning, my wife and children congratulated me and gave their presents. We had our breakfast in a good mood and went to our works. I finished early in the afternoon and drove to a shop and bought a lot delicious food and a couple of bottles of quality alcohol drinks. When my wife came back home we laid the table and had a perfect family dinner. After that we went to our bedroom. My wife started to watch a movie and I lay in the bed. I wasn’t too drunk but slightly tipsy and wanted to have a nap. So I drifted into sleep. When I woke up it was about midnight. The flat was quiet. Children were asleep. I felt I a romantic mood and wanted my wife, I was hard and horny. But the movie, she had watched, was over and she herself fell deeply asleep. She lay next to me and breathed deeply and calmly. I new that would sleep that way until the very morning. I was bitterly disappointed. I read a little, stirred for a while in the bed. I didn’t want to wake up. In the middle of the night she had low or nearly no sex drive. So I could make my quickie to get my orgasm but I didn’t enjoy that prospect. So I went to the bathroom, fill it with warm water and dipped inside. I lay for a while, contemplating about the difference in our sexual clocks and mismatches in our sexual chemistry, and masturbated to releas the sexual tension. Then I took a sleep pill and got back to the bed. As I had supposed, my wife woke up late in the morning just before the alarm clock and tried to hug me and stimulate my penis for a quickie. But I was sleepy and still felt resentment for a waisted night. So I said, “I’ve already taken a bath, masurbated and took the sleeping pill. So sorry, but my night sex party is over. ” She tried to stroke my penis anyway and kept pulling it to her pussy. But I said that I see no difference between a five minutes quickie and masturbation. Now she went mad, jumped out of the bed and run into the bathroom. I follow her and tried to apologize for my stupid and cruel words. But she began accusing me in getting drunk and falling asleep too early and that my sexual desire every night is abnormal because we are not a newly wedded couple.  Our fight escalated and lasted for twenty minutes but after that we somehow managed to make up. Not completely, there were still bitter feelings in both of us. She went to work and I left half an hour later. The whole day dragged slowly and I had a heavy feeling on my heart. When we came back home we neither quarreled nor spoke a lot. After my supper I went to the bathroom and took a bath reading a book. In twenty minutes my wife came in, sat on the toilet and did her pee. Then she ruffled lightly my hair and asked permission to get in the bath with me. But I wasn’t in the mood and said that I’m going out. Before bed I got the sleeping pill again and quickly drifted off. In some time my wife tried to wake me and make sex. “The children are asleep, let’s fuck!”, she whispered. But I was terribly groggy because of the sleeping pill and just drifted away again. In the morning she woke me up early and began stimulating. I was still sleepy but climbed on her and began thrusting into her pussy. My penis was limp, I felt nothing. I persevered for long twenty minutes before I could reach my orgasm. Also it was difficult to call a proper orgasm. I felt nothing, no climax or positive emotions. My sperm just poured on her stomach and that was over…

Twice in the morning 

Our average sex per week is too high. It’s about 8-10 times. I know that many men even much younger than me make it not so often. I think they are right. Quantity doesn’t mean quality. Well, every time in the beginning of the new week I promise myself to slow my sex life down and keep off my wife’s pussy at least until the end of the week. It would make our sex like more fresh and vibrant. My orgasms could be stronger and brighter, my erection harder. And every time I break my promise. Yesterday I felt tired in the evening and fell asleep unusually early at 9.30 p.m. I woke up at 4 a.m. and couldn’t get back to sleep. I stirred from one side to another but insomnia didn’t want to go away. My wife was fast asleep, her breath deep and calm. I couldn’t tell the same about my penis. By 6 a.m. it was hard. Finally I began stroking my wife’s body tenderly. She felt my moves and opened her eyes. She knew what I needed. “Wait a second I need to go to pee,” she whispered. When she got back in the bed she took off her panties and spread her thighs. She was still sleepy so I quickly climbed on her and put my tool inside. I began pushing her in a forceful energetic way and concentrated my mind on pleasant feelings that my penis received  inside my wife’s vagina. Soon I came outside on my wife’s stomach. Now I felt sleepy and my insomnia finally retreated and I fell asleep relaxed and satisfied. We woke up again at half past eight and I had more than an hour before going to work. So we began kissing and hugging, my wife took my penis in her hand and began stroking it. Than we moved to the bathroom which often serves as our sex refuge. There’s a high wide mirror here and my wife likes to look at it when we make love. So I threw a blanket on the bathroom floor. We took off our underwear, kissed and hugged. I wanted to put a condom because I like to come inside my wife and don’t like to withdraw because it kills half the pleasure of my orgasm. But she asked me to start without condom because she likes to feel bare skin of man’s penis inside her pussy. So she lay on her back and spread her legs and I penetrated. I started moving my dick back and forth and she began stimulating her clit. It took some time for her to come close to her orgasm.  To help her do her business I asked her to imagine two lovers in a hotel room making love , imagine a sound of man’s penis squeezing inside and out of a woman, imagine a scent of man’s penis and woman’s vagina secretions mixed together. At that moment she made her loud orgasm. I waited a little then drew my penis out and put on a condom on it. Then I retrieved it back inside my wife and began my way to the orgasm. My wife helped me by moving her vagina towards my dick and telling dirty talks. So I didn’t last long and came staying inside. After that we took a bath and helped each other to take a shower and wash our heads. The new day started good. 

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Twice a night but with poor orgasms

In spite of rather frequent sex I can’t boast that my personal sex life has a perfect harmony. Tonight I fucked my wife twice, first in the night and second in the morning. We woke around 2 a.m. and made a quickie. I didn’t use condom so I   withdraw and came on her stomach. And in the morning she began jerking my penis which ended in full sex. I had to put on a condom so there was no need to pull out. Unfortunately in both times my orgasms were weak, flat, without bright sensations and emotions. I have had this issue with my orgasms for several years. I don’t experience good fulfilling satisfaction any longer. And that makes my real sex life miserable. I think there are many reasons here which cause this problem. First we got used too much to each other. Second I’m aging and my ability to experience bright orgasms declines. Then I think I have too much sex and it would be probably better to make it less frequent. And the last but not least our daily routine and absence of romance make our sex life boring. 

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A big argument two weeks ago 

Our sexual life is far away from ideal. We are both like sex. But our sexual needs have differences. I’ve read recently that an average pair of our age has sex about one time per week which is too rare for me. I have an erection and a desire every night. For my wife one or two times per week is more suitable. We have two children and a disabled mother in law living with us so my wife has enough chores to do before the bed time. And when she goes to bed she falls asleep the moment her head touches a pillow and she’s usually fast asleep until the very morning.  So she prefers to have sexual activities over weekend in the morning and at a daytime. As a result I often find myself lying on the bed in the middle of the night with my cock erected and full of unsatisfied desire and with my wife sleeping deeply next to me. That really makes me feel bitter. We had discussed the issue several times but we could do little to change our sexual life patterns. The same thing happened two weeks ago on Friday. I was lying in our bed awake thinking about our sexual imbalances, my wife was sleeping next to me. The working week was tough so I had drunk a good portion of alcohol at the dinner to relax and that made my emotions run high. At one moment my wife woke up and tried to get closer to me. But I rejected her move in a rather cruel way and started criticize her attitude to our sex life. I was cruel and unfair but I couldn’t stop myself. Our conversation quickly escalated into a severe fight. My wife broke in tears. We both felt empty and devastated. We made it up in the morning and had good sex over the weekend. The next week my wife tried to do her best at nights and I felt ashamed for my Friday drunk night fury. 

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