How I ruined my birthday night 

God damn it! I and my wife have such a different sex drive and sexual appetite that all our sexual life and sexual harmony often goes to hell. That makes me feel miserable. The day before yesterday was my birthday. It was okay in general. After we woke up in the morning, my wife and children congratulated me and gave their presents. We had our breakfast in a good mood and went to our works. I finished early in the afternoon and drove to a shop and bought a lot delicious food and a couple of bottles of quality alcohol drinks. When my wife came back home we laid the table and had a perfect family dinner. After that we went to our bedroom. My wife started to watch a movie and I lay in the bed. I wasn’t too drunk but slightly tipsy and wanted to have a nap. So I drifted into sleep. When I woke up it was about midnight. The flat was quiet. Children were asleep. I felt I a romantic mood and wanted my wife, I was hard and horny. But the movie, she had watched, was over and she herself fell deeply asleep. She lay next to me and breathed deeply and calmly. I new that would sleep that way until the very morning. I was bitterly disappointed. I read a little, stirred for a while in the bed. I didn’t want to wake up. In the middle of the night she had low or nearly no sex drive. So I could make my quickie to get my orgasm but I didn’t enjoy that prospect. So I went to the bathroom, fill it with warm water and dipped inside. I lay for a while, contemplating about the difference in our sexual clocks and mismatches in our sexual chemistry, and masturbated to releas the sexual tension. Then I took a sleep pill and got back to the bed. As I had supposed, my wife woke up late in the morning just before the alarm clock and tried to hug me and stimulate my penis for a quickie. But I was sleepy and still felt resentment for a waisted night. So I said, “I’ve already taken a bath, masurbated and took the sleeping pill. So sorry, but my night sex party is over. ” She tried to stroke my penis anyway and kept pulling it to her pussy. But I said that I see no difference between a five minutes quickie and masturbation. Now she went mad, jumped out of the bed and run into the bathroom. I follow her and tried to apologize for my stupid and cruel words. But she began accusing me in getting drunk and falling asleep too early and that my sexual desire every night is abnormal because we are not a newly wedded couple.  Our fight escalated and lasted for twenty minutes but after that we somehow managed to make up. Not completely, there were still bitter feelings in both of us. She went to work and I left half an hour later. The whole day dragged slowly and I had a heavy feeling on my heart. When we came back home we neither quarreled nor spoke a lot. After my supper I went to the bathroom and took a bath reading a book. In twenty minutes my wife came in, sat on the toilet and did her pee. Then she ruffled lightly my hair and asked permission to get in the bath with me. But I wasn’t in the mood and said that I’m going out. Before bed I got the sleeping pill again and quickly drifted off. In some time my wife tried to wake me and make sex. “The children are asleep, let’s fuck!”, she whispered. But I was terribly groggy because of the sleeping pill and just drifted away again. In the morning she woke me up early and began stimulating. I was still sleepy but climbed on her and began thrusting into her pussy. My penis was limp, I felt nothing. I persevered for long twenty minutes before I could reach my orgasm. Also it was difficult to call a proper orgasm. I felt nothing, no climax or positive emotions. My sperm just poured on her stomach and that was over…

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A big argument two weeks ago 

Our sexual life is far away from ideal. We are both like sex. But our sexual needs have differences. I’ve read recently that an average pair of our age has sex about one time per week which is too rare for me. I have an erection and a desire every night. For my wife one or two times per week is more suitable. We have two children and a disabled mother in law living with us so my wife has enough chores to do before the bed time. And when she goes to bed she falls asleep the moment her head touches a pillow and she’s usually fast asleep until the very morning.  So she prefers to have sexual activities over weekend in the morning and at a daytime. As a result I often find myself lying on the bed in the middle of the night with my cock erected and full of unsatisfied desire and with my wife sleeping deeply next to me. That really makes me feel bitter. We had discussed the issue several times but we could do little to change our sexual life patterns. The same thing happened two weeks ago on Friday. I was lying in our bed awake thinking about our sexual imbalances, my wife was sleeping next to me. The working week was tough so I had drunk a good portion of alcohol at the dinner to relax and that made my emotions run high. At one moment my wife woke up and tried to get closer to me. But I rejected her move in a rather cruel way and started criticize her attitude to our sex life. I was cruel and unfair but I couldn’t stop myself. Our conversation quickly escalated into a severe fight. My wife broke in tears. We both felt empty and devastated. We made it up in the morning and had good sex over the weekend. The next week my wife tried to do her best at nights and I felt ashamed for my Friday drunk night fury. 

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